You can long for so much until you think it's going to blow you apart. Making choices makes you waver, doubt and in the end you just take the first step and see what happens. Every step is one, no matter how small it may sometimes feel. Just go for it and follow your inner guide.
 
A painting with subtle colors, many layers and radiant energy. 
 
Colorful abstract painting. Beautiful in both a clean and warm interior or office space.